DREAMER.

I am not quite sure on how to say this but .. I'm sure many of us know how it feels like when you think you admire or like or have a crush on someone, but you just know that you are not gonna end up with that person somehow. You just know, that its not him/her. But your heart beats faster every time that person is near/around you? We know that our heart is not always right, and we kept listening to it. It says, go for it. And you did. But when you got hurt in the end, you have no one to blame, including yourself. Because liking someone, is not something you can control. You can like a guy/girl. You can like million guys/girls. But you can only end up with a special someone :)

Well, I sincerely feel that if you admire a person, tell him/her :) Dont have to be afraid .. Of rejection or shame or being embarrassed. Because confessing/being truthful takes a lot of courage and if you can do just that, you are a strong person who have put your ego aside, and just head for it. Just go only :D I mean, what do we know what's in store for us if we don't try. We could only be accepted/rejected/friends. Worst comes to worst is just being rejected. But hey, at least you're just being honest about how you feel :) Don't expect returns or kind replies. 

Hmmmmm. Sometimes I feel like I just know how to express things .. I just dont have the courage to do it. Coward, you may say. I admit I have the lowest self-esteem, I am afraid to open up to others (even to closed ones sometimes), I dont have confidence in myself .. Blah blah blah .. :/

Sighh, I can only advice. But I can not make it work on myself. I have a very sad sad life even I do say so myself :) hahaha. Ouh wells, I'm gonna go and do some productive revision/assignments tonight before turning in! Chaoz loveeerlies! <3