GARDENS BY THE BAY.

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatu lovelies!

Had an impromptu outing with my paternal relatives to Gardens by the Bay.

Initially we only planned to go to a relative's wedding over at Tampines! But it turns out that my aunt received a couple of free tickets to the GBTB from her friends! So we took that very opportunity to use up those tickets. Hehe.

Here are the beautiful photos taken while exploring the garden during our visit there. Enjoy!

Wassalam.

MUSLIMAH CLOTHINGS SHOPPING.

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatu.

Alhamdulillah. I've made a short trip to Malay village on the Saturday just few days back (18th May 2013) with the soul sister to do some necessary shopping for muslimah clothings and needs. It is the most unexpected and happening day of my life. Never did I expect to be over-excited and overwhelmed by the idea of shopping for muslimah clothings. So we headed straight to Pasar Geylang (Geylang Wet Market) first to fill our empty stomach with chicken rice! Alhamdulillah, the chicken rice was fulfilling and satisfying. Hehe. 

After which we made our way around the market to get some shawls/hijab first. Surprisingly, we managed to grab a few at a very cheap price! Alhamdulillah! Few more things that we purchased while making our roundings at the market were pins, brooches and skirts, before making our way into Joo Chiat Complex! There, we came across cheap and portable prayer sets and we got a few! 

After purchasing one more shawl/hijab from Joo Chiat, we finally decided we've shopped enough for that day. Not until we stopped by Singapore Posts (beside Paya Lebar MRT station) for Gongcha! We came across a push cart that sells socks, stockings, foot cover etc. I had socks/stockings in my list hence, bought ours at 3 for $5 (each of us bought 3 pairs, hehe)! And it's of good and soft material! Totally worth the buy! 

We had a deep and meaningful conversation, a real catch-up and Alhamdulillah, how can I ever be happier than to have a soul sister like her? The Al-Mighty made us where we can understand each other so well, Ma Shaa Allah. I am happy to have her. We never expected or spotted any signs from the first day we met in our secondary school, who would've figured that we would be soul sisters? 

May Allah guide her His path and make it easy for her, Allahuma Ameen. 

I am looking forward to another day of shopping for muslimah clothings with the soul sister again, In Shaa Allah this time, it is going to be much more special. (Only both of us and the Al-Mighty knows why issit gonna be special, Subhanallah. Hehe).

Wassalam.

ANYONE ELSE?

It's currently 1600hrs Singapore time. Underneath a block at a void deck nearby my house. Accompanied by the thunder, lightning and it's raining cats & dogs. Current mood: Upset, hurt, emotional.

Just that this time, I'm no longer sure if it's PMS (again). I can't keep using PMS as an excuse for my emotional and/or scary moodswings and my menses din even give signs of coming. Maybe I just don't want to accept the fact that I'm not an easy person to handle or be with. That I'm not a happy & fun individual. That I'm an extremely sensitive person.

(Even while typing this I'm thinking of what if I happened to see someone I know passed by? And what if they ask me what am I doing here? Think I would just burst out coz that's how much I needed someone here with me badly.)

What concerns me is... What makes me so emotional? Why am I so sensitive? Issit so bad? Is this getting from bad to worst? Maybe if I can figure out the answers by myself I'll be able to handle my moodswings and sensitivity better. Or perhaps if I ever have to think about sad thoughts, I'll most probably encourage myself to think positive.

I'm currently in need of a companion who can hear me out, be there when I need him/her and just be him/herself.

If only........................

Hurt, sad and lonely,
M.