HAND IN MARRIAGE.

"Why is it that in some cultures it has now become the norm for the women's side not to ask for a man's hand in marriage. Women are expected to sit twiddling their thumbs waiting for marriage proposals from men. Didn't Khadijah (R.A) propose to the Prophet (pbuh)?"

Hmmmm, this is amusingly true. How could the opposite takes place now? I find it sweeter for women to be the ones who proposed instead of the man :)  I sincerely hope that one day when I've met the right man, and we're happily together, that I won't forget about this theory, so that I will be the one to be able to propose to him :D Hahahaha, after that got rejected *pooooof!* Gone. :P I think too much (so dramatic)! 

I've gotta go for tuition in a bit. Chaoz! <3

 

MY PILLARS.

Other than my parents, my sisters, and my gramps .. My girls are my pillars as well. Met up with them yesterday. Never fail to have a good laugh with them around. Today, Syuu and Athirr came over my place and hang out. We open and reread our "legendary" diary and .. WE LOL-ed. -_- It was damn hilarious I tell you. It sounded childish + hilarious + lame + confusing + STM = BIG JOKE. :D hahaha

Anws, I was almost done with Jacq's big birthday board but I just need a touch up on a few more pictures of her solo with each girls and the birthday messages from the girls for Jacq. I hope she's gonna like it :/ I really work hard on it. And my very own personal birthday card for her as well. I'm afraid there's no value in both cause I spend a bit on them :( But I'm terribly broke this time. Like I've been emphasizing the previous entries. Not gonna think about it, lets just hope she sincerely LOVE it! :)

Gonna read thru my BPE and then .. Continue reading thru I guess? :/ Chaoz dear readers! <3

M.

WE ARE WHO WE ARE.

"We are what we eat." "We are who we mix around with." "We are what we make ourselves to be." So I thought I could post another entry cause I'm in a sleepy mode, at the same time I'm trying my best to contribute my part to PBL 4! (That's one of my module's weekly assignment.)

So they say that we are what we eat. So how does that make us seaweeds. And grains. And dough. And .. Okay my point here is, sometimes we don't get what we expect. We get unexpected things. So shouldn't it be expect the unexpected? Or maybe ..

I've been figuring out what I wanted to do in the future. How my future would roughly looks like. How I wanted it to turn out to be. :) I've decided. But of course, I will need to work extra hard, and I would certainly need the help of trustworthy people :)

Gotta get ready for school now, chaoz! <3

DREAMER.

I am not quite sure on how to say this but .. I'm sure many of us know how it feels like when you think you admire or like or have a crush on someone, but you just know that you are not gonna end up with that person somehow. You just know, that its not him/her. But your heart beats faster every time that person is near/around you? We know that our heart is not always right, and we kept listening to it. It says, go for it. And you did. But when you got hurt in the end, you have no one to blame, including yourself. Because liking someone, is not something you can control. You can like a guy/girl. You can like million guys/girls. But you can only end up with a special someone :)

Well, I sincerely feel that if you admire a person, tell him/her :) Dont have to be afraid .. Of rejection or shame or being embarrassed. Because confessing/being truthful takes a lot of courage and if you can do just that, you are a strong person who have put your ego aside, and just head for it. Just go only :D I mean, what do we know what's in store for us if we don't try. We could only be accepted/rejected/friends. Worst comes to worst is just being rejected. But hey, at least you're just being honest about how you feel :) Don't expect returns or kind replies. 

Hmmmmm. Sometimes I feel like I just know how to express things .. I just dont have the courage to do it. Coward, you may say. I admit I have the lowest self-esteem, I am afraid to open up to others (even to closed ones sometimes), I dont have confidence in myself .. Blah blah blah .. :/

Sighh, I can only advice. But I can not make it work on myself. I have a very sad sad life even I do say so myself :) hahaha. Ouh wells, I'm gonna go and do some productive revision/assignments tonight before turning in! Chaoz loveeerlies! <3

TURN MY SWAG ON.

Nice eh? Wanted to try on myself for school this morning. But I was so lazy in figuring out to where on earth should I start :D haha, so I ended up with a piece of braid :P

School was fine today. I've experienced much more mundane Tuesday than today, so it was okay. Passed my QMGT Quiz 2 with colours floating on air. Alhamdulillah. :) I feel like getting a hair cut, but no. I'm fickle-minded like that. Lazy to take care of my hair, at the same time, I want to play with my hair and create new styles everyday :D

Okayy I needa study for upcoming tests and exams! Chaoz loveeerrlies!

BELATED TO EVERYTHING POSSIBLE!

Ma, can I have a Volkswagon for my 19th? :D sigghhh, I know its just a dream. But it would be nice if any of my rich cousins/uncles/aunties can sponsor me a Volkswagon Beetle :D hahaha tsk!

So I stopped my driving practicals for the time being cause of financial crisis, and I have not booked my TPPT! So, here I am :D

 

Its been months! Happy belated newest year everybodeeeeehhh! :D I know this is like 24 days late, but oh wells :D haha, Been so caught up with assignments, projects, tuitions and drivings!

Speaking of belated, I've to give a lot of birthdays a miss! I am officially broke ever since halfway thru my practical :/ Many birthdays, no presents, no money, no nothing! Sad sad life :( haha, okay no, I'm still thankful for this wonderful life that Allah has given me, Alhamdulillah.

Gotta read thru my slides for QMGT open book quiz 2 tmr! Chaoz!