ATHIRR'S ADVANCE CELEBRATION (IMAGES) !

HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL TIME WITH US. AND A WONDERFUL 19TH BIRTHDAY BBY! LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH! (L)

DRIVING LESSONS.

After how it seems like 1 month alrdy, I am finally stepping into BBDC again for my driving lessons :) Today, it's gonna be my Second last practical lesson (hopefully, Insya'Allah.) and tomorrow will be my last! And next Thursday will be the day I'm taking my Practical Test O.o OhMy.. That's fast. The reason why I din tell anyone that I've booked my test/or when is my test is because I don't want them to know if I fail my first :( Not that I don't have the confidence, but you can hit the kerbs anytime :/

Sigh, okay gonna get ready now. Stay tune for my result update on Thursday! Wish me luck! <3

SYUUUEE. MY GIRL.

Thank you sooooooo much for helping me purchase the bag that I fell in love with at the first sight :D Hehe <3 Hope Praan's fine. *Hugs* to you Syuuuu! <3

Its's 11am and I'm gonna shut down my laptop now and mug! :S Gaaahhh.

17 YEARS AND STILL COUNTING BEING BESTIES!

Had an extremely wonderful time with her yesterday! :D Our intention to town was to shop for Nisa's gift. But ended up having such a great time and bought something else instead. Anyways, I don't think I'll be going for her party tonight :/ Guilty! I have to, but ..

So I'll be meeting bestie again for swimming together with Athirr. But I'm not able to swim this time :'( Have to sit there and witness them having the time of their life. Hahaha, it's okay, I'll bring along my papers and do some revisions at Aunt's place while accompany them swim! Gonna get ready now, Nur Hanim Harris don't forget to upload the "pretty&beautiful" pixies took yesterday hoookaayyyy :D

CAMP.

So that explains why I was so emotionally upset yesterday :D Hahaha Aunt Flow finally came and visit after skipping a few visits :) Had cramps earlier and I recognize her visit immediately :DD

Anyways, I don't know when was the last time I had attended a camp :/ Okay maybe I do. It was Challengers? :( Din attend Prep Camp. </3 Due to my trip to China (Wuhan) this March, I won't be able to attend Trial Camp and Freshman Orientation Camp as well :( I am very depress :(((

Sighhh.

Gotta get back to my last hope of studying for tmr's test. Wish me luck ;) Chaoz! <3


P.S. Happy Birthday Kak Farhana B. Zainuddin :DD She turns 22nd today :)

BAD DAY.

Title sums it all.

#1 - The day began with the tuition. As usual, my student showed his lazy side (but that's because he just came back from school plus he's a lil' sick.) So I had to give him countless of rest/breaks to prevent himself from sulking all over.

That wasn't so bad.

#2 - A friend sure knows how to piss me off. The friend is always right. Always following the friend's way. And forever right (have I said that?). I shan't reveal who, a friend remains a friend.

#3 - Today's mistake sure brought our spirit for the trip down :( Firstly, I admit that me and my friends were at fault for taking our own sweet time and causing our lecturer to wait. We were totally upset and guilty for our childish behaviour. Secondly, we din keep track of time, if we did, one of us surely could have gone back and get our belongings. (This part is still our fault). Thirdly, we deserve a scolding, a lecture, naggings, whatever our punishment is. But we totally din deserved to be shouted at like we were some kids. Our spirit and mood for the trip was totally down that very instant :( Lastly, I don't know how this trip is going to be fun especially when the lecturer's one of the in-charge who's coming along. Sigh, I am still feeling guilty for causing him to wait.

#4 - On my way back home, the bus (184) that I boarded from school jerked. I had to prevent myself from falling you see, so the next thing I knew, my hand flew causing my wrist to hit the pole. I wanted to cry instantly cause the pain was unbearable :'( My wrist was so red and numb. Took down the license number in case of anything happens >:( 

Told mom, and she din even bother asking if I was okay when I got home </3

That roughly explains how my day went :(

ITS .. MONDAY!

Hello! What is Valentine's Day again? Sorry, I don't believe in Valentine and I don't celebrate Valentine's Day. So it is just another same old same old Monday for me. Just that today, I've no morning classes. So this whole week (actually, only Monday Tuesday and Friday) I start at 1pm! No school on Wednesdays and Thursdays :D Kampai! (That meant, Cheers! in Japan).

Here's another thing that I would love to talk about on this very same old same old Monday. I gathered a lot of courage to press the send button this morning o_o I just hope that nothing between us changes. Thats all I'm gonna say.

Gonna continue watching Annual Grammy :) Forget You is now playing performed by both original version (Cee Lo Green) and Glee version (Gwyneth Paltrow).

RACE.

I don't care whether or not others know that I'm mix of Indon-Chilay. I don't look like one and I am still happy with what Allah has given/presented me with. I don't look beautiful/pretty, but I am thankful that he let me be born with normal face and normal condition :) Alhamdulillah.

But what others really doesn't know is that .. My parents both have Chinese-Malay-Indonesian blood individually. Sometimes I admire my siblings' features :) They are way more prettier than me (not seeking attention, neither am i asking for sympathy.. Im just saying!) in a lot of ways. But I never had a sense of jealousy over those things cause they are afterall my blood sister and I am proud to call them mine ;D

The only thing I couldn't understand is that, none of us has mom's skinny genes when she was our age! She was (not super, but sexy) skinny! And look at all of us 4 sisters now -_- Hahahaha, we totally don't have dad's genes when he was our age as well! They both looked so good and fit together! Skinny and fit! (Y)(Y) Now, mom has gained weight ever since she's carrying Sofie (that's my eldest sister :D) and so does dad!

But mom is not so overweight now :DD She's average, maybe a little overweight but not the extreme kind :) Dad used to be extremely overweight! He's now plain overweight :D haha. And I used to care so much about my weight. I look around and girls skinnier than me kept complaining how fat they were -_- My ears were hurting I tell you! It was friggin' annoying! So I was upset that some of my friends even could hurt me unknowingly when they made those remarks. 

Ever since then I kept wanting to loss weight! Hahaha :D I tried every ways I could .. Starving myself, jogging, exercising, fasting! Hahaha :) But then, I came across this thought, that when I wanna find the love of my life, I wouldn't wanna be judge by my weight. He has to be looking into my heart and personality! :))) Hehe. So since then I couldn't careless about my weight, but I still do have to maintain my diet cause of my health condition. Other than that, I wouldn't resist eating at my heart's desire ^^

M.

DUMMY.

I am wearing make ups :D Hahaha yes, at home. My mom is always laughing at my final piece :( She said not ugly, just need to get used to it -_- Hahaha I know it's not nice, mom. She even asked me to wear them out instead of at home. I was like, Ma .. I just don't have the look to go with make upssss. I don't look better with make ups. And I won't. Wear. Make-ups. Outside. Until. I. Start. Working -_- I just love playing around with art you know :) I'm not an Art student tho (my workpiece sucks) I just love hairstyling, make-up-ing .. :D

Anyways, I should be revising now. I have noooooo motivation to do so :O Sigh. I shall go start now! Chaoz, lovely readersssssss! <3

TUMBLR-RRRRIN'

I have no idea why is my sister's friends adding me up on Facebook. I don't know them, I don't even talked to them. They are not in talking terms with my sisters even! Not close, really. Those like Khalidah, Nisa, Naddy. Im fine with them. They are my sisters' soul sister maaaanzxzxz. I just don't get these minahssssssssssss who appear to be attending the same school as my lilsis are adding me for no apparent reason. Don't give me "just making friends/being friendly" as an excuse when you don't talk to me -_- I mean, thats it? You add me up, you have one more friend in your friend's list and what, you look cool? Double -_- with "

Tuition was fine today. Amirun was a little overboard with the lazyness. I was a lil' upset at that moment when he totally shut me off I think he saw it in my face. He was quietly back on the track all by himself and make a little joke, asking if I wanted some of the bread he was consuming :) Hehe silly boy. Then I was all geared up again for the test. Yupp, he was having a test. He was okay about it :) So long as he knows how to do it he doesn't mind having lots of tests :D

Anyways, 1 more month to my leaving for my 1-month-trip-to-Wuhan. Sighhh.

FORGET YOU.

Random title :) Am listening to "Forget You" Glee's version. And now, Shasha (that's my youngest sister by the way!) just recommended me this song, "Can't Stand Love" by Never Shout Never :D Gonna listen to it now!

:DD

UNMASK ME.

If one day we were to have a mask party, I would definitely love to wear something like the one above! :D So pweeeetty! :) Unfortunately, my skin tone, (and my mass, cause I'm faaatt) does not go with the mask :( No matter how pretty they are. Sighh. 

Anyways, I feel different today. It was like as if my body is telling me that it can't take anymore work. That it's giving up. That it's gonna breakdown anytime soon. I was on my way alone to school this morning when my body felt so weird. Lemme describe the feeling. You know your eyes can twitch right? It was as if every INNER part of my body twitched. O.o I know rigghhttt? WEIRD.

Then when I was early for class, Phoebe (ouhh she's just the class representative) asked if I was okay. I said I was fine, fine just fine. And she said cause my face was pale, I was what? No, really I'm okay -_- Dramatic. Hahaha but that's what happened. And then! Guess what happened when I was walking home after I alighted and walked separate ways from Asidah! I dropped my bag! :O Like whaaaaaatttttttttt who on earth purposely dropped their bag!? They only dropped their bag until their arms/elbows and then bring it up back. I dropped it all the way to the friggin' floor! With my laptop in it :O :O And trust me, it looked intentionally on purpose -_-

Sigh, I hope I'm okay. After all, it was just a bag (okay with laptop in it!). I did a lot of thinking today. Revisions. Trip to China. Driving. Birthdays. Presents. :( 

Gonna find some productive things to do in a while <3 Chaos!

WHEN I LOOK AT YOU.

Hi. I forgot what I wanted to say. Kthxbai.

CONTROL CHART.

 

 

That was how bored I got while waiting for my teammate to arrive for our project discussion. Initially there were four of us in the team, one had to work, another had to tidy up the crib for tomorrow's CNY celebration, and the third ... Well, as usual :D she was late (overslept). I already boarded the bus when she texted me saying she just woke up. I figured I'd wait for her in school. Din actually thought I would have to wait for her for almost an hour and a half :D hahaha

Enough about today. I finally feel so relaxed :D This is sooo awesome! Two more core assignments to be completed and here the four of us already feeling feeling holiday! Hahahaha

Alright I'm out, back aching. It would be nice to have a nice new massage chair like Jacq's!

HAIRSTYLING.

I like it when people appreciate me styling up their hair :) It makes me feel that they are satisfied, and that I have the ability to style up hairs :D haha. I don't plan on being a hairstylist. Well, maybe just for fun perhaps for certain occasion, I mean sure why not? But I don't intend to make it a career. I am more than happy and willing to help my family, relatives and close friends to style up their hair whenever they are needed and wants to. I mean, I do enjoy doing it! The patterns, designs, the creativity makes me feel like I'm exploring something new in arts :D Cheeyy. hahahha.

Hmmmmm. Skipped two lessons today. One actually. Received an email after I skipped, mentioning that tutorial was cancelled (Y)(Y) Just nice. I was like all .. "  :O Thats good news!" even tho I was already at home enjoying this cooling weather! Hahaha. So its coming to the end of this semester, and this is my very very veeeerryy first time I skipped lessons. For this sem of course :D so proud of myself! Initially I din plan of skipping, but there wasn't much to do in class anyways.

My other half of the day went great. Had Burger King for Brunch with the 'rents over at IMM! After which mum packed a whole lot of SUSHI home! :DD hehe! <3 And now I'm gonna get ready to meet my dearie Athirr at BBDC! She's taking her BTT at 6pm and I'm gonna go there to give her moral support since I'm already there to top up my account :D hahaha. Then meeting Hanim <3 So ..

Chaoz! <3