I've just settled myself in bed after prayers back home from work. And I actually left home feeling slightly depressed and so not looking forward to work earlier. I honestly even thought of quitting the job. It's not about the people, it's not about the workload, and its definitely not about the customers too! But surprisingly, it's just me.
My new workplace requires me to be bubbly, cheerful, talkative (especially the connection and interaction with customers), attentive, and definitely loud. I can be all that. In fact, I WAS. But that's the problem! Ever since I've migrated myself closer to The Al-Mighty, I've become more quiet (in a way that I speak with manners and lower my voice, still bubbly and cheerful though) so when I'm required to be loud, or when anyone pointed that out, I'll just get slightly uncomfortable and I'll start to think negative. Like, "Is this job really for me?", or "Gosh I'm not gonna make it...", or even "I'll just quit. I never signed up for this anyways.".
But Ma Shaa Allah. Today, being my 5th day with the new workplace (but my 2nd day at a different outlet) actually brings out my potential in serving and connect much more with the customers! I am so happy with my performance today and I am so thankful to Allah SWT! Alhamdulillah. He has always rescued me, answered my prayers and ease my affair, Subhanallah!
Even a male colleague at this outlet complimented me..
A: How long have you been with this company?
Me: This is only my 5th day....
A: Really? But you pick up things quite fast.....
Me: Huh really? Maybe because I have retail experience but I still think I'm slow in a lot of areas....
A: No la, for only the 5th day I think you pick up things very fast I see you do all the stuff...
Ma Shaa Allah, Alhamdulillah! Hehe May Allah continue to ease my affairs, at work, outside of work, in school, and everywhere else, In Shaa Allah!
Allahuma Ameen.
Wassalam.
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